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2011-06-16, 12:18 a.m.





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I am turning 24 soon... I realized that I don't feel comfortable being called a "girl" anymore. It is as though the term is only suited for females under 21. Time flies so fast, eh? It seems like it was only yesterday that me and my besties were sitting beside the school building and discussing about "oh no, we're soon to be 17!" and here I am, 8 years later.

All these years, if there is one particular thing that I believe I've learned so much is that how rare loyalties are. And how ignorant and fake people could be. I believe that each and everyone of us is fake in some ways, but what really troubles me are those kind of people who are just plain fake. Fake smiles, fake heart, fake loyalty, fake face, fake personality, fake friends. It annoys me so much when they're affecting others. They are certainly people I can live without. Thanks.

There is also one other thing that I think I've learned through all these years. And this is actually what stirred me in the first place to come here and post an entry tonight.

Most girls do kinda expect marriage will change boys. I used to think the same too, honestly. And it's probably stupid. Because the truth is, IMO, you don't go marry a bad guy because you think he will change after marriage. Because chances are they'll be even worse. Well, maybe it's not fair to judge all of this way, but why take such risk, really? :( Don't waste your time with a jerk. Go find someone better instead. It's easier said than done, but it's for the best. Anyway, that's what happened to me, so I'm basing this on myself mainly. But I'm not alone.


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