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2010-12-06, 8:51 p.m.

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I was still drafting the new article when suddenly a feeling rushed into my system; a feeling I wish not to experience.

So now I'm in no way to get that writing complete. Just had to delay it once again. This sudden surge of that particular feeling is making me sick in a way. Or perhaps shall I say, in every way?

He has been quiet again... *sighs* I really find it hard to understand why he is taking so long to decide. Did he ever realize that I've decided like a year ago? :( It seems to me that he never really think into it at all. Or has he? Whatever it is, I just hope, really hope I won't be the last to know. Because that would really upset me, and hurt me even further. :(

But it's alright... I guess I'll wait a little longer, hold on a little longer. Maybe I need to understand him more. Maybe. But still I reckon it's not fair when it seems like I've been putting more effort here...

Ok I'll stop complaining for a while and try to go with the flow. Or his flow to be exact.

I'm swallowing everything, everything. Just to see if you're really worth it. I hope that moment will come. But I can't be sure. I just can hope, try and pray.

 

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